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繁忙无趣的日子吞噬了灵魂，
留下的只是一幅无情的躯体..

快乐，没被偷走，
只是可怜地被反锁了..

18

finally,there come my birthday ^^
guess what? strawberry & blueberry were the 1st who gave me present,is a colourful bear,damn cool..they said they hope that my life will be colourful, thx ^^
wai ye indicts that she will bring me to a special place, i didn't guess it, just let it be a surprise..
after school, wai ye was the driver & audrey,mint & qiqi follow us to the special place..
38 wai ye asked me to cover myself with jacket, what a suffer~

when i reached, oh, it's at genting klang KFC!! and i met jason,jia le & bing xiong inside..
not just them,when i went upstairs,everyone were there, mint,ishrene,janice,audrey,shirley,carmille,kean lee,min ru,yong han,yuen sang,christine,jodi,tommy!! they shocked me,really a big surprise,thx for their attendance,
making my 18's birthday memorable & fun & filled with laughter..

the present given by them i like it so so much!! they are a romp's shirt & a control car,guys,u are too understand me~besides that,shirley gave me a cow notebook,so sincere n nice~finally,yam mo ying hui gave me a cool bottle,how i gonna use it?! i will drop it n hurt it..

tata lo,friends..back to my lonely room again..some sense of sadness came to me..
they treat me too good make me feel so sorry that i treat them not as good as that..
especially yh,what i did for her? what happiness i gave her on her important day? nothing..
but she prepared everything for me, just to give me a special 18.. thanks & sorry..

what a messy feeling..don't know another part of depressed comes from where,
some pieces of my heart seem like lost to somewhere else..

17

I want to shout out loudly that i am still 17!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do everyone looking forward for their own birthday?

i wonder why recently these years i feel like better my birthday don't reach soon~

if keep counting down,days & days left me just within an eye blink..

18, everyone says it is a special year, but i can't feel it..

hmm,i wonder how's my birthday will be~

Graphite v.s. Diamond

Graphite & Diamond

maybe someone will judge them as invaluable v.s. valuable

some may also compare them as simple v.s. nice

actually, they are both made from carbon

but why there is big difference between their values

so do human

everyone is bornt to be the same

it just depends how you give yourself your value

~MuSiC~

Notes of a song or music are just the body

the one who play it shall use his heart to give them their souls

Don't just stick to the notes

let the rhythm & melody to dance in your heart

Special strawberries

~Sour strawberries are sweet~

Thx for feeding me anyway..

it's an unexpected circumstance..

carved it in my memory already..

Human Monopoly

wao...wat a happy n tiring day.. glad to know so many people today, hope they will remember me too~ appreciate the spirit of the organisers n thx for giving all of us to meet each others.. hmm..turn to a black guy within a few hours,not bad wat... long time didn't stand under the hot sun for so long ad,quite suffer.. anyway..it's a happy day~

These guys pour me with water!!

Volleyballoon~

Yo~duno which two teams

Can find the twins?

Tata

Bio Practical

A Snapshot in Toilet

Green box-the favourite of sj10c

Amanda's birthday

phew...wrote many things in a day..
sj10c, my lovely class, it's really a sad case to leave u all..
the freindship that we built up in these 5 months, the laughter we share together,
the stories that belong to us..
it's sad for everyone of us to seperate,it's too abrupt..
but...we have no choice..wat we can do it just accept it..
create new stories with new classmates, then we have more stories to share with after that..
thanks for giving me happy memories ^^

New Relatives

two "new" kins visited my family~
this year i had met 3 kins that i had never seen before..
wondering that i have how many kins..
going to meet someone new for me again on the coming two weeks..
it's quite a happy thing as the relations r special n...
cant describe it..just kinda special feeling~
by the way,how come there's no kin is at the range of my age?!?! T.T

Wishes

today just knew that how serious is the circumstance now..
really feel despair n depress..
u guys must be tough to face it, we can help nothing..
just come with us if u guys need opinions..
be strong guys!! ignite the fire!!
u all have no much time left ad..
please remember what u all promised today..
Gambateh! Gambateh! Gambateh!
the soul of cadet must not be defeated easily!!!!!!!!

Gambateh for another group of people: hey guys in chong hwa, pull up ur socks for the mid year exam!!

Words to be appreciated

When we wake up in the morning,

we have two choices,

go back to sleep n dream,

or wake up n chase those dreams..

choice is yours

Nothing

Is me who make my smile faded..
Please wake me up if i am lost one day..

颖慧的点点滴滴

认识她的朋友们，请多多关注~
那个傻婆，跟我同班，几乎每节都坐我隔壁..
她最近有新的image哦，就是蒋小花 !!
她西北像!!就以为她，我才破例去看台湾剧..
她这几个月也累计了不少丑事..
案件一：话说有一天，她很忧郁地跟我说她的水壶留在H103，没水喝，很渴..
放学后她就去那边找咯，过后很伤心地跟我说水壶被人丢了，没了..
结果，第二天她跑来跟我讲原来她昨天根本没有带水去学校!!
我真的给她气死!!她竟然还可以幻想到自己有带来还留在哪一间教室..
案件二:我们有上到一课关于Picasso's Bull Head的文章..
忘了为何会讲到颖慧的头很大..我们那天要从食堂走回DK，很赶时间..
那条水又走很慢，我们就笑她是Picasso's Bull Head，她很不甘愿，
就弯下身子，用头死命向前冲（想象到吗？就像一头牛）..
重点是，过后她就蹲在一条很多人的走廊上一直狂笑!! 想象到我们几无奈吗？
我过后再update，一时想不起她的丑事，太多了

原来

原来，在自己身上看到明显的变化是会害怕的..
以前，不了解常委为何一直强迫我们要改变自己，甚至会有点抗拒..
现在，慢慢体会到了..
最近，不知怎么了，很容易变得沉默，胃口变得很小，有点白目，很不适应..
对于这样的改变，有点应付不来，因为根本不知道自己想怎样!!
执著，回来了..
应该开心吧，这是我做事的原则..
对艺术突然重燃了蒙了有一段时间的兴趣，真得很想副修美术，可是我很贪心啊，学太多东西了！
才考了第一期没算分的考试，就像打了十年的仗，很疲惫，很烦恼，很压力，很不愉快..
不想输，从小到大的性格，逼得自己有点累了..
但，今天在这里写下此事就是要提醒自己，
曾经，问过自己，假设有得选，会选择怎样的生活，最终还是选了充满石头的路..
所以，怎能说累就停止脚步，要更更更加的努力!!!!!

人生

人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。

如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。

好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。

你随时要认命，因为你是人。

这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。

你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。

每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。

当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？

根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？

忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。

永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。

得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

这个世间只有圆滑，没有圆满的。

不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。

你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！

不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。

感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。

你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。

世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。

学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。

发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。

你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。

如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。

坏人

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成

点点滴滴

要认真回想一些事情了...真得很害怕很快就忘记...
2008年，我的班叫作SAKAI，很废，很吵的一班...
想到笑声，就想到瑜恩机械化的高音笑声，慧琳右手遮着笑到合不了的嘴巴，左手拿着bag遮着脸..
想到举重，就想到莫俊伟（阿莫），用扫把和垃圾痛恨拼命的样子..
想到男人，就想到华莉，总是保护着女人维健..
想到芋头饭，就想到班长炜忻，以为zap到宝，看到有一碗未动过的芋头饭再坐上就拿来吃，结果凡的主人出现了，用很无奈的眼神看他..
听到新歌，就想起瑜恩，很想跟她分享啊!!
听到“yam"字，当然是想起patrick啦 （不过我还未见识过）..

还有跟班上的活动都要写下来（如有漏掉的，请告诉我）
一开学就捞生了，我在后面讲废话，拍照，所以不懂前面的人在干啥，嘻嘻~

新春晚会，跟雪涵，银凌，依雯，恒毅，豪明，斌祥，文杰跳Michael Jackson 的 "Dangerous"..镰刀很辛苦但很值得，爽~
还有一个戏剧表演是由高二寄宿生呈现的，关于点心的故事..
练习的时候好不愉快哦，幸好当天获得很好的回应，大家笑到很够力~

上半年，跟欣意，瑜恩，采恬，思娥，燕莉，家豪，维健，阿莫，耀霖，浩哲参加歌唱比赛耶，中学第一次哦，唱的歌是 My Love..比赛是唱到乱七八糟啦，输了~

不懂何时，又跟欣意，瑜恩，采恬，俊蓉，家豪，裕贤，嘉诚，豪明，企钦，恒毅全部宿舍的，参加戏剧比赛，又是第一次耶，戏名好像叫“石头”..
欣意讲旁白；企钦负责音响；瑜恩是主角，叫小爱，是脾气不好的女生；采恬演小学生；家豪演在路边拉琴的人；恒毅演小爱的阿公；豪明，裕贤，嘉诚演小爱dai b的唐哥们..还有我&俊蓉，就是骗子
整部短剧代该市讲述小爱是脾气不好的女生，跟唐哥们玩玩输了就发脾气走人，但心里很不好受，因为没朋友..所以阿公想出一个办法来帮她..
他派了路人（恬，豪，我）述说有一块石头有着神奇的力量，能实现愿望..小爱很感兴趣..
首先她遇到拉琴的人，很不客气地问他懂不懂石头的故事，他就劝她改掉对别人说话的态度..
小爱马上收到一份来历不明的短讯，说着待人处事的道理..
接着，小爱遇到了骗子，骗子说有那块石头，就骗掉小爱的钱了..小爱马上许了很多愿望，但都没实现，她才发觉被骗了，哭到半死..
简讯来了，说着人生会遇到很多波折，要吸取经历..
这时，可爱的小妹妹来了，给了小爱一个面包就走了..
简讯说要感谢人生中对你好的人..
小爱回家被阿公开导后，就变得很好相处了.. @THE END@
评审也讲我们的故事很有创意咧 ^ ^

七月，跟欣意，瑜恩，采恬，俊蓉，颖慧，诗琪，家豪，辰胜，恒毅参加步操比赛，又是第一次..
虽然很累，但是有时练习时真的发生了很多趣事，因为很多都没有步操的底子，所以很搞笑..

又不懂几月，参加了班级篮球，排球，羽球赛，只有羽球赛团体拿了季军~

忘了几时，高二寄宿生参加了宿舍Karaoke比赛，进了决赛耶，但没拿奖的份，不过算是最团结的一次了~唉，舞台上真的有好多回忆..

new school,new life

phew...get used to my new college life ad...new lecturers,new classmates,new environment n so on..classmates r all friendly n nice..it's really fun to be together with them..
since we have different backgrounds,i figured out that there r many difference between us,especially the things we done in secondary school..so pleasure that we have a chance to sit together n just chatting..when we r the seniors,will we be like that too?i hope so..
dun really hope that everyone starts a busy n tedious life after a few months n we wont be having a chance to play together..
today is very special,suddenly have the feel of childhood life as we played 二人三足 n 数鸡蛋,lame leh..but..it's fun =)
haiz...still missing sakai..hope the all sakai that had been seperated in different part of kl r leading a good life...happy chinese new year!!